10/19/09

You Did So?

I think I know what you did. Oh no! I don’t coz u don’t know mine
Do you remember the last time you were supposed to keep a secret?
Did you do so?
Do you remember the last time you were supposed to fulfil a promise?
Did you do so?
Do you remember the last time you thought of giving in?
Did you do so?
Do you remember the last time you thought of giving up?
Did you do so?
Do you remember the last time you thought of betraying?
Did you do so?
Do you remember the time you decided to lie for once; that is?
Did you do so ?
Do you remember when you decided to share your very deep secret?
Did you do so?
And what is your greatest fear in the world?
Would you like to share?

I Just Can't Tell Why!

Once upon a time in my fantasy world,
I had a serious crash on this beautiful boy of my friend’s friend
I hunted his attention so much that I could not do anything without thoughts of him.
I forced my way to be a friend and friends’ friend
I managed to be as close to him like his club T he loves to wear always
Finally my dreams became a reality
But he took my professed friendship as a normal cliché
For what reason, I can’t tell but this cliché became an idiom,
Then to a proverb.

Our closeness deceived me to be an interpretation I’ve always had
I itch to ask him the rapport we had which he replied with raised eye brow
Through this I denied a true love which I knew before
I denied a true friend which I knew before
I denied and torn an innocent heart and made it trash
Now he tells it didn’t take him decades to be ok

And now that I decided to let go of Prince Charming shackles
He has now thrown bait in my river
Stuck on my neck and never ever ready to let go
Stuck am I
Leaving under the umbrella of pretence
And stormy fake happiness
But I just can’t tell